Don’t you sometimes wish that we have an undo button in real life? I know I do. It is because sometimes, even with good intentions, our decisions turn out to cause more pain than help. It is so painful when the person we love tells us, Do you know how small I felt when I learned that you tried to find help? It left me brokenhearted & “lifeless.” Not sure if it was because, 1. I thought we are ok after I apologized & 2. I never knew it made them feel that way. I sure am glad that they told me how they felt. it’s just that… ugh… I am now lost. All I wanted to do now is to go back in time. To just retract everything. To make everything better.